Luke 11:14

“Jesus was driving out a demon that was mute. When the demon left, the man who had been mute spoke, and the crowd was amazed.”

Guarding myself against negativity- You are amazing God.

My insides have turned into mush.

"It’s a funny thing about comin’ home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You’ll realize what’s changed is you."

"Few things in the world are more powerful than a positive push. A smile. A word of optimism and hope. And you can do it when things are tough."

Weaknesses

Lately, I’ve had a spur of strength.  I think I am starting to recognize who I am, my aspirations, weaknesses, strengths.. so on and so forth.  I’m paraphrasing now but there is a quote that says something along the lines of the more you know yourself, the less things will bother you.  I find this to be profoundly true.

I’m constantly observing the people around me (mainly females).  I come from a long line of strong women in the Hwang family.  Although, I cannot always say that I’ve been the strongest gal out there (*ahem* my mental breakdown of 2008-2009), but I can say with confidence that I’m getting there.  What is it about us females?  We seem to openly allow people into our lives who continually break us down, whether it is a significant other, jealous frenemies, or guys we “hang out with.”  While I’m not one to judge or give solid advice, since I am definitively one of the many, I have to say that we were made in God’s image to be beautiful, strong soldiers.  Where there are weaknesses, build a fortress.  A woman’s heart should be so lost in God that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her.

So to all my sisters out there.. be strong!  Aja aja fighting!

I cannot wait until exams are over so I can finish my Glee marathon.

Blue Eyes by Mika.

Oh, Michael Penniman.. I heart you so.

I can't stop thinking..

about the holidays!  I got my mind on three things.. and three things only- Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years (aka my birthday!).  Food network only plays Thanksgiving specials now.  Considering the fact that Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday because I add a layer of fat to envelope my body… I couldn’t be more excited.

Home away from home?

I’ve made a quaint home out of the cubicles at the library.  I’m starting to feel delirious, I’ve been here for nearly 8 hours trying to understand the history of the specie standard, do Regression Analysis projects, draw simultaneous move games… I’m tired.  I would love to do nothing more than watch IRIS (a dangerously addictive Korean drama) with the kwon, pass out and wake up naturally to get pho the next day.  The library’s closing soon, I’ll be back in the AM bright and early.

Next Tuesday cannot come any sooner.

"In my joyous moments I moan. ‘Cause it feels so good when I let my water flow. Drip drop, and I cannot stop, can’t stop, no I said no. Drip drop, and I cannot stop"

Mm

I am enjoying my chocolate croissant and cup of coffee oh too much in Game Theory class.  I may have chocolate and sugar on my face.  Oh, why yes I do.